Thursday, December 15, 2005

2 - Shadows of Enlightenment

awaken....
This dream was different from is predicessors. There were no clammy hands dragging me to the abyss, I was alone. Before me there was nothing, a tentative step foreward caused a forest of crystaline to snap into being. It was majestic the light filtering through it creating a prisms illuminating the dream scape in a carnival of color. I began to walk forth between the trunks of towering crystal, It was amazing every facet was so cleanly cut and polished, it was perfection. Off in the distance there was a break in the light. A pillar that seemed to be sucking the light out of the air. As I traversed the cluttered plain toward the darkened tower the ground became mud slowing down my progress as if the very earth was trying to prevent me from reaching this tower of void. It was unimaginable the curiosity such a dark structure had evoked in me, I had to touch it, to find out what made it different. To destroy it before it destroyed me. I reached for it my hand disapearing into the dark aura surrounding the pillar. The pillar pulsed shattering the nearby crystal structures their shards flew outwards peircing and destroying the others. And then I was in a glassy plain, every facet of the landscape seemed to be reflecting my face. Yet none were truly me, each reflection was twisted marring the beauty of the landscape; the smiles seemed mocking each facet slightly more insane than the last. The mirrored faced slid and shifted around me before closing in as if to atack.
my eyes snaped open the grogyness of sleep lost in an instant I was covered in sweat. No, it was not sweat, it was too warm to be sweat. It was blood but who's? there was no one else who slept in my room and I did not feel pained...had I been sweating blood... no it was imposible wasn't it?
~Rablagon

Sunday, December 11, 2005

1 - A Different Kind of Blindness

rise...
the word whispered through my mind and wrenched me violently deep into Sleep’s sanctuary. There I was relegated to scattered memories of my past.
rise...
and they were on me all at once. I couldn't get away. Their pallid clammy hands were covering every inch of my skin. I couldn't breath, I couldn't feel anything except for the warm sweat which permeated the air with such thickness I held my breath. Suffocation was better than inhaling the stench. The last thing to go was my vision. Black. It was all they wore. Their heads appeared to float among the massive blackness carved with grimaces, rotting teeth, and beady pupilless eyes. One among them seemed to be impervious to the chaotic war that was waging on around us. Impassibly he stood there and whispered…

Rise.

If Freud were still alive he’d have a field day with this dream. But seeing as how he isn’t I would have to settle for shrugging it off and maybe using it for dinner conversation later in the day.
Rise.
Or maybe I won’t. Lately, it seemed like I’d been getting daily installments of these sequential dreams. Mine are usually random with oompa loompas and such, giant worms out to attack me or living in a tar house at the bottom of the ocean. But it almost felt like I was sharing these dreams with someone else, or that maybe I was sharing their memories.
Or maybe not…
I walked to the bathroom, you know, to pee, brush my teeth, that sort of thing. Checking myself in the mirror I froze, the blood draining from my face. No, it wasn’t a pimple, something worse, or just weird. I was looking at myself, only myself seemed to be talking and I wasn’t talking. She was screaming but only for a second. She had her hands on the mirror, her hair falling around her shoulders. It took me a couple of seconds to realize that she wasn’t looking into a mirror but perhaps, crouched over a puddle? I couldn’t tell and the harder I tried to discern what was happening the quicker she started to disappear until I was staring at myself in my pink t-shirt and ponytail. I stared at the mirror a little longer, then moved my hand toward the mirror, the reflection followed; I touched the mirror, my hand reflected back. Everything was fine. I must have gotten what, two hours of sleep? Must have.

2 hours and 15 minutes later. Break time during school. Girl’s bathroom. This time my reflection was crying. It looked like, when you take a picture of yourself, you can see your arm holding out the camera and your face is huge and takes up most of the picture. It was kind of hard, pretending I was fixing my hair while figuring out what the hell was going on. I heard static in my ear and then, as if I had little earphones on I heard, “Don’t go. Switch with me. Repeat…”
I was bumped into from behind and lost sight of the mirror for two seconds. When I looked back I saw the bathroom stalls behind me and someone was trying to get to my faucet. Needless to say, I avoided any reflection of myself for the rest of the day, this included bathrooms, windows and puddles. That night before I went to sleep I prepared myself to tell whoever the hell it was that was trying to contact me, to FUCK OFF.

[end of A Different Kind of Blindess: Madison]
~Byol

Thursday, December 08, 2005

this is the story...

a collaborative story, i hope you enjoy the musings of our deranged minds....yah it could have been on fictionpress.net but that would be; you know...standard...and I'm trying to stay away from that...
hope you enjoy,
Drachis & Byol